This was written in Feb 2007, by my husband and me (however, he gets full credit for the first 'edit'). I found it a really useful exercise to vent some very personal feelings, especially in the early days.
I just poured out my heart till the early hours onto my laptop. 
Later, we were asked to write Jack’s story for our
local Air Ambulance newsletter. We were glad to be
able to offer these personal experiences. 

The Air Ambulance thankfully edited some of my rantings,
but Ian decided to put the full version on the C.R.Y 
(Cardiac Risk in the Young) website and it is easier for me
to send you there: 

http://www.c-r-y.org.uk/Jack_Wright.htm